I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Andei tanto tempo à procura desta musica! Diz tanta VERDADE!!!

Hoje em dia resumi as minhas horas de rádio apenas a pequenas viagens de carro. Gosto de ir acompanhada por algum programa da manhã aqueles 10 minutos até ao trabalho ou a qualquer outro pequeno ponto. Por norma viagens grandes faço-as na companhia de CDs, até porque se não o fizer vou demasiado distraída a mudar de estação. Isto tudo para dizer que ouço hoje em dia pouca musica comercial. Mas há musicas que nos ficam, instantaneamente, por uma ou outra determinada razão. Esta ficou-me pela letra.

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

Porque, ultimamente, voltei a ter dias assim...

Janela para o sonho

Haverá poucas coisas mais complexas do que o ser humano e as relações interpessoais. A complexidade leva a uma variedade enorme (ou será a variedade que leva à complexidade?) e a simples convivência de dois seres pode ter um equilíbrio muito delicado. Dizem que a distância complica as relações e as torna mais lentas em evolução pelo pouco tempo que as pessoas se cruzam como consequência dessa distância. O tempo parece sempre pouco, demora-se mais tempo a conhecer os hábitos e as manias, as discussões atrasam e teimam em não vir.
Quando se toma uma decisão de se passar 48h longe do mundo e apenas com essa pessoa que "não se conhece" o espírito é sempre de optimismo e sente-se cá dentro um "finalmente juntos sem horas". Mas parece pairar no ar, um tempo antes, uma ânsia de descoberta de coisas novas e um medo de desiludir e desilusão. São estes momentos que acabam por se tornar marcantes e decisivos. Estas tão poucas horas que afinal acabam por correr tão rápido como aquelas 3h do costume no final de um dia de trabalho.
E hoje o dia acordou tão cruel como acabou ontem, não estavas mais ao meu lado. Não me acordaste a meio da noite para me dizeres o quanto gostavas de mim, não me abraçaste enquanto me espreguiçava e não vieste comigo tomar o pequeno-almoço. O banho, não o consegui tomar sem ti. Á medida que andava pela casa não te encontrei. Não chamaste por mim. Não te ouvi sentado no sofá a ouvir musica com o portátil no colo.
Hoje não vou poder cuidar de ti. Hoje não vou poder esconder-me em ti ou descascar-te tangerinas enquanto nos esticamos ao sol na relva. Não vou poder aconchegar-te o cobertor ou enroscar os meus pés nos teus. Hoje não vou poder fazer-te sorrir ou ver a felicidade estampada nos teus olhos.
Tenho consciência do tempo que foi, mas não consigo senti-lo apenas como 2 dias. Foi mais do que apenas um fim-de-semana. Foi um gostinho daquilo que poderia ser, se eu fosse já grande. Uma janela para um futuro que espero não esteja longe. O confirmar daquilo que sonhava e a certeza de que só poderás ser tu, para sempre, ao meu lado.
Agora, enquanto me habituo dolorosamente a viver sem ti outra vez, atormenta-me o futuro. Em breve o mundo obrigar-me-á a abdicar um pouco mais de ti, ao final de cada dia. Mais um obstáculo no caminho, esse caminho que no final acabará por nos juntar…

Feeling through music...

Pensa em mim protege o que eu te dou
Eu penso em ti e dou-te o que de melhor eu sou
sem ter defesas que me façam falhar
nesse lugar mais dentro
onde só chega quem não tem medo de naufragar

...

Não volto a ir tomar café contigo porque não seria mais do que um desperdício de tempo. Até porque nenhum café passaria isto...

Feeling through music...

Foi com esta intensidade que bateste dentro de mim...

Feeling through music...

Meninos, aprendam....

Feeling through music...

Por favor, presta muita atenção na letra. Mesmo muita.

I gotta find peace of mind
I know another cord...
I gotta find peace of mind
See, this what that voice in your head says
When you try to get peace of mind...
I gotta find peace of mind, I gotta find peace of mind
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible
He says there's no me without him, please help me forget about him
He takes all my energy, trapped in my memory
Constantly holding me, constantly holding me
I need to tell you all, all the pain he's caused, mmmm
I need to tell I'm, I'm undone because, mmmm
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible
He says it's impossible without him, but I know it's possible
To finally be in love, and know the real meaning of
A lasting relationship, not based on ownership
I trust every part of you, cause all that I... All that you say you do
You love me despite myself, sometimes I fight myself
I just can't believe that you, would have anything to do
With someone so insecure, someone so immature
Oh you inspire me, to be the higher me
You made my desire pure, you made my desire pure
Just tell me what to say, I can't find the words to say
Please don't be mad with me, I have no identity
All that I've known is gone, all I was building on
I don't wanna walk with you, how do I talk to you
Touch my mouth with your hands, touch my mouth with your hands
Oh I wanna understand, the meaning of your embrace
I know now I have to face, the temptations of my past
Please don't let me disgrace, where my devotion lays
Now that I know the truth, now that it's no excuse
Keeping me from your love, what was I thinking of?
Holding me from your love, what was I thinking of?
You are my peace of mind, that old me is left behind
You are my peace of mind, that old me is left behind
He says it's impossible, but I know it's possible
He says it's improbable, but I know it's tangeable
He says it's not grabbable, but I know it's haveable
Cuz anything's possible, oh anything is possible
Please come free my mind, please come meet my mind
Can you see my mind, oh
Won't you come free my mind?
Oh I know it's possible
Anything, anything, anything, anything, anything, yeeey
Anything, anything, anything, anything, yeeey
Anything, anything, anything, anything, anything, yeeey
Oh free! Free, free, free your mind
Free, free your mind... free, free your mind
Free, free, free, free your mind
Oh, it's so possible, oh it's so possible
I'm telling you it's possible, I'm telling you it's possible
Free, free... free, free... free, free... get free now
Free, free... free, free, free, free... free, free
You're my peace of mind, that old me is left behind
You're my peace of mind, you're my peace of mind
He's my peace of mind, he's my peace of mind
He's my peace of mind, he's my peace of mind
What a joy it is to be alive
To get another chance, yeah
Everyday's another chance
To get it right this time
Everyday's another chance
Oh what a merciful, merciful, merciful God
Oh what a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful God

Feeling through music...

Feeling through music...

You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Espírito do dia

Hoje acho muito positivo a ganza andar a 100km de distância...(small preview)

Feeling through music...

Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Said I don't want leave you lonely
You got to make me change my mind

Baby I got your number and I know that you got mine
But you know that I called you, I called too many times
You can call me baby, you can call me anytime
But you got to call me

Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Said I don't want leave you lonely
You got to make me change my mind

I don't want no one to squeeze me - they might take away my life
I don't want no one to squeeze me - they might take away my life
I just want someone to hold me and rock me through the night

This youthful heart can love you yes and give you what you need
I said this youthful heart can love you and give you what you need
But I'm too old to go chasing you around
Wasting my precious energy

Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Give me one reason to stay here - and I'll turn right back around
Said, I don't want leave you lonely
You got to make me change my mind

Baby just give me one reason - Give me just one reason why
Baby just give me one reason - Give me just one reason why I should stay
Said I told you that I loved you
And there ain't no more to say

Playlist

Simplesmente linda, é daquelas musicas que até dói ao ouvir.

Damien Rice - 9 crimes

Feeling through music...

Será que é tempo que lhe falta pra perceber,
Será que temos esse tempo pra perder?
E quem quer saber?

No ipod

Feeling through music...

And from now on it can only get better...

Dizes-me até amanhã
que tem de ser
que te vais
só que amanhã
sabes bem
é sempre longe demais...

Playlist

When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella